pretending to work

It’s funny, because I took this blog so seriously in August. I updated practically everyday but then, like every other thing in my life, I got bored and spent time browsing reddit and watching TV shows instead.

It’s been awhile. I survived my first term of college, so a hearty pat on the back for me. Really, it seems like no time at all. College sucked in the beginning. I felt (and still do, actually) cheated because I wasn’t having a “real college experience” mainly because I was in the same city. And while everybody else seemed to be really living it up, I just came home and felt sad and all of the other moody, angsty crap which I’m trying very hard to get over. I honestly do not think I can do five years of the same college but I’m too uninspired (read: lazy) to actually study hard for CLAT so whatever, life is pointless.

Speaking of moody, angsty crap, I’m convinced that this world is full of energy packets and while you’re walking or sitting or whatever, your body is continuously in contact with these packets. So you’ve got high packets and low packets and when you go through a high packet, it’s good for you because your body reacts accordingly: you are energized enough to live with gusto and all that jazz. But when you go through a low packet (or is it when the low packet goes through you? I obviously haven’t thought this out), you’re in trouble! You’re low and sad and de-energized and stuff and thus you just stay in bed and ~not feel~.

I think it’s a great theory.

I also went for my first proper vacation after almost two years. It was Goa, with my family. Good fun, yes, but I’ve come to realize that vacations (and roadtrips) with family should occur in small doses and should not be a week-long adventure. This does not mean I love my family any less or anything. It’s just that “I need space” kind of packet.

On the TV front, I’m stuck on season three of Battlestar Galactica and I can’t proceed, for some reason. At least Apollo is thin again (I’m quite deep like that). Season two of American Horror Story is screwed up, as usual. I’m hoping it builds up a little more. To watch shows include Breaking Bad and Boston Legal.

I’m just going to post my goodreads blurbs here a little later. Now back to pretending to work.